be happy, no worries !

Assalamualaikum wbt && Happy thursday evening readers :)

Bila kita lebih gembira kita jadi lebih bersemangat . So, be happy !

Hari nii, saya gembira. So, semangat mau tulis something kat blog yg ntah apa-apa nii. Bukan apa, saya gembira sebab my Mr.Specky called me "Paris!" when we were accidentally met at Smart. Wahh, pa lagi hati pun sgt sgt laa teruja tahap dewa. *boo ;p. Tapi kn , ada juga perkara tdi yg buat saya sedikit frust. I'm sorry Sir, sbb xjwab baik-baik test II Thermodynamics tdi. Maybe, Sir marah sbb kami xdpt jwb. Tulaa Sir suruh bawa balik. Right ? Sorry byk byk. Janji , time final exam nnti kami jwab sungguh-sungguh. OK ? btw, thanks for everythings Sir. Halalkan ilmu yg Sir bagi. wish me luck for final exam :)

A few more days left. huhh, just focus && study smart ;D
Aja aja fighting ! ohh ya, tetiba pula saya download lagu lagu org sepanyol. hehe . saja tukar minat. ngee~
Last but not least, Wish me luck && help me to pray for my success. Thanks !

Lots of love,
Effa Riza ♥

Ya Rabb, make it happen.

" Ya Rabb, please make it happen. "

He is my Mr. Specky ;)

Suddenly, my heart is perfect because you are inside.

Accidentally met you at the library.Thursday , April 12 ;p
thanks for teach me about the integration && give me to copy the notes ( islamic edu.)

♥ Only you can give me that feeling ♥

I just can't.

I'm mad at myself, not you.

I'm mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I did'nt do, for getting attached, for making you in my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, wishing for you, dreaming on you,

But most of all, for not hating you, which I know I should...

But I just can't.

A lots of pray.

السلام عليكم



Dearest my friends who will be sitting the final exam this next week. Amalkan doa ini kawan-kawan.
Insha Allah, dipermudahkan menjawab kertas final exam nanti.

Doa Penerang Hati.
Ya Allah kurniakanlah kami fahaman nabi-nabi dan hafalan para rasul, serta mendapat ilham daripada malaikat yang hampir denganMU, kurniakanlah kami kesihatan Ya Allah Yang Maha Pengasih dan Penyayang.

Doa Mohon diberi kemudahan dalam bekerja dan berfikir.
Ya Allah tiada sesuatu yang mudah kecuali sesuatu yang Engkau jadikan mudah dan Engkaulah yang menjadikan yang susah itu mudah dengan kehendakMU.

Doa Mohon diberi Kebijaksanaan.
Ya Allah bukakanlah kami hikmatMU dan limpahkan kami rahmat dari perbendaharaan rahmatMU Ya Allah Yang Maha Pengasih dan Penyayang.

Doa Mudah Faham dan Hafal.
Ya Allah keluarkanlah aku dari kegelapan ragu-ragu, muliakan daku dengan sinaran kefahaman, bukakan bagiku pintu ilmu dan hiasilah daku dengan akhlak yang baik dan kasih sayang.

Doa Mengingati Perkara yang lupa.
Ya Allah aku mempertaruhkan kepada MU apa yang Engkau ajarkan kepadaku, kembalikanlah semula kepadaku apabila aku memerlukannya.

Enough Talk.

My 'TO DO' list is written on a cute whiteboard. Hung up on the wall, and is a useful reminder of things I'm intending to do. It's a bit bluring now actually - and the ink marker at the top of the list has become so faint. I can barely read it. But it's a good way to keep myself organized.

OK.This is exactly what happened.

My final exam for second sem is just around the corner. So, I'm not feeling better. I'm feeling worst! This is all happening too fast. I don't know what to do. I don't know where to start. For a long time I just stand there, staring at my own face until it doesn't make sense any more, until the features blur and move around. huuuhuu. Ya Rabb, help me. I have no idea where I am. None.

But, I have to think positive. There's still a chance. So, enough talk. The adventure begins !

I want to all my sweety readers help me to pray for me to get a good result.Thank you very very very much. My final exam will start on Tuesday, April 24 until Wednesday, May 02 . My final subjects are Engineering Mathematics II , Thermodynamics I , Engineering Mechanics && Workshop Technology II. Wish me luck guys :)

Last two weeks, my friends && I went to BCCK for being as a volunteers in Cyclefest Sarawak '12. It's the best experience to me :))

One more thing, for someone who I can't mention his name, mind your words before talking. I don't have to attend every argument I'm invited to, sorry. This is my moment to speak. I can see you want to challenge me. It's OK , it's alright. I accept your challenge . Let's see who win this. Anyway. I don't care what are you said about me. FYI, I'm not fragile like that. It's for the best really. Because after you said that, I found myself and more concentrate on my study. Again, I don't care and I do have to concentrate on my study. This is going to be my focus from now on.

So, enough talk. the adventure begins. there's still a chance.

Be as you are.

Happy Sunday && Assalamualaikum all readers.

" Be like a river in generosity and giving help,
Be like a sun in tenderness and pity,
Be like a night when covering other's faults,
Be like a dead when furious and angry,
Be like an earth in modesty and humbleness,
Be like a sea in tolerance,
Be as you are or as you like "

I always need someone to comfort my feelings. Not by giving long advices , or telling me jokes, instead its enough for me if someone would sit with me, listen to the story of my aching heart then hug me and say :

" don't be sad. Allah is with us. "